Wanting a woman so badly, you lust for her. Her response is to not only reject you but to humiliate you by spitting in your face. It's a visceral reaction that she's so disgusted by you that she wants to demean your very existence. She takes her rightful place as the Alpha, at this point it will never go back to the way it was. You're a loser and she will never see you as a potential love interest or even as a casual friend. You're a loser and to have her spit in your face is a gift, it's the most you deserve from her because you're pathetic and just a waste of her time.